
There's no such thing as work. There is only lifestyle.
When I was young and in school, I spent every weekend doing manual labor.
Landscaping, painting, irrigation, moving, house maintenance, etc. Anything that had to do with property complex upkeep.
All of which I had no interest in.
During the weekdays I had school where I took the hardest classes. The fact that I never liked school and I hated it, made it all the more difficult.
Outside of school all I did was homework.
So I spent most of my teenage years working. Work work work.
But here's the thing - I never knew all this was work.
In my mind, this stuff wasn't work. It was just what you had to do. The way things are. This is life.
I didn't realize what the word "work" meant until I was eighteen.
One day in math class I was having a rough time with a specific problem.
I remember writing out all of the steps, but somehow I still got the answer wrong.
So I asked for help from someone who knew how to solve it. He looks at my paper.
"Wow man, you didn't get the right answer?"
"No man, I didn't."
"Well it looks like you did a lot of work."
At that moment I thought to myself - "work?".
By the time he left, I didn't learn shit about the math problem, but I learned what "work" was.
In my mind, I was just writing on a piece of paper. Following some bullshit procedure.
To me, that isn't work. If that's work that's pathetic.
Like I said, I never had any days off. I spent long strenuous hours doing outdoor labor at least two to five times a week.
And that still wasn't work. It was just life. I wasn't getting paid. It's just what it was.
I imagined work to be something that's even harder than hard labor.
So I didn't realize the whole time I was doing work.
Now as an adult, I think it's pathetic when someone says "that's too much work".
Who the fuck says that?
Because even now, if I go to a job I do what I'm supposed to do. If I go to the gym, I do what I'm supposed to do. If I eat, I prepare my food like an adult and eat how I'm supposed to eat.
There's no "work".
It's too bad the word "work" has a bad connotation.
But the easiest way to explain what I'm saying is - Everything Is Work.
The actions you do are for an end goal.
To accomplish a goal, don't think of it as picking up work. Instead think of it as picking up a lifestyle.
And in the end, if you don't like doing something, then don't do it.
Back then when I didn't know it was work. All I knew is I didn't like it and I still did it. But when I did it, my mind would be worlds away from where I stood.
Right now if someone told me to do the same shit as I did before, I'd say -
No. Fuck that.
That's not the lifestyle that I want. It's not the work I want.
To say you don't like your work is to say you don't like your life.
If you don't like it, do something else.
Until next time,
Rich